I'm having a star trek day.Watching all the movies one after the other, right now im on the wrath of khan. I was supposed to go to the Anime Reactor Con today but didnt. I already had paid for it and everything but iono I dont feel like seeing people i know ,and getting ignored cause they dont care and plus i dont feel like wasting money or walking around in that crapy hotel. y know i think ive pretty much outgrown most cons they get worse and worse each year it seems. The only one i actually like as of right now is Wizard World. And next year I might try and go to Celebration and Comicon. For me to miss out on a con this day is pretty sad and now i know that ive truly become...tired,anti-s,etc. whatever fits under all that.

What im truly becoming tired of and iono y this is maybe some1 can explain it to me, but y are people i know at the ages of ..20 and over afraid to admit that they know me or that im a friend. There are a couple of em. especially since I dont socialize wit people my age verry much. but ive known this one dude for like 4 years now and he's afraid to bring me around his other friends and im pretty sure its because im younger than him .plus if i see him with his friends he'll talk to me like im a stranger or something. there are a few others like this as well mostly guys i guess.